Here we are again, Birmingham. But this time I’m so far away. Up on a plane I look for you. It’s a beautiful world from here. Nothing seems to be broken up on United. I just wanted to spend some time thinking about you and the city in ariel view today, thinking about the city as a whole. While on my second flight of the day from Boston back to Pittsburgh I wrote you something:
I am in an innocent place. On a plane. I begin to see waters split the grayish brown land into oval paths. This is when I know I’m home. Pittsburgh. There is desert-colored dust, like limestones in the Mediterranean. It feels like I’m minutes away from vacation, on my way to the ground. I didn’t know I’d miss it. Dark brown hills of dirt pool out of the earth coming further into town, adjacent to dust piles. The houses between the lands neatly planted by God, evenly spaced lawns and hedges. It’s a beautiful world from up here. The highways and waters laid out in the same swivel of threes. I wonder if God plucked and prodded his hands into the thirsty dirt himself, or sent someone on a plane to see what it would look like laid before them. My face is on the plane window. United. Far off to the northwest there are thick white puffs. Too opaque to be clouds. I guess: snow nestled into crevices of mountains. I guess: Laurel Highlands. Apalachia. Everything is peaceful past the rush of wind on the wings. There are no rapids breaking at rocks, from here. No brittle branches breaking off dying trees. Even the sandy-colored bark, dry in between fields of corn rows, doesn’t look helpless. Somehow I am standing in the middle of the sky blowing wind through the bald trees, feeding oxygen into their lungs. Remembering them. Remembering themselves. Evergreens stacked just behind the sinking, bare trees; they are a forest next to a barn next to a highway next to a wheat field next to a terminal, a sign, a bridge, a light, a cone and a flag welcoming us. United. My hands sweep the city. Make love to the open. Make love to the closed. Make love of home, so beautiful from everywhere.
Daeja, this is so dreamy and so like a prose poem. It also seems like a kind of love letter, which I can relate to since I have often had an overwhelming sense of affection for home when I see it from a plane. Isn't it strange how we can feel so tied to a place, even when it's distant from us? I love the image in this post. I think the different vantage point is a great way to consider your place.
ReplyDeleteThank you! I appreciate that. Yeah, I don't think I realized how much I love looking down from planes at the city until now. I know! It really seemed like I was reaching out the window of the plane right onto the trees. Haha. And yes, it is a prose poem. :) or so I hope!
ReplyDeleteAmazing what a different perspective affords. I would agree with Allyson, this feels like a love letter to the city. The details and description are beautiful and the direct address in the final lines is so resonant.
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